And I want to feel brave again. That moment where life seems as big as the ocean and love is still this magical journey that you’re hesitant to go on. I want to be doubtless, fearless I want to find joy in every thing. The lights of the city from a roof, when someone bites their lip, a head back reckless loud laugh that starts at the soul. I want to run wild with my emotions. I don’t want to walk through the halls with a set expression and destined path that gets routine with every tick tock. I want to be alive not just exist.